I was looking back on my entries and I found that on Oct 12, I wrote an entry about how the crush was “on his way out”. So the feeling of distance didn’t even last 3 weeks. Sigh. Why do you suppose these crush-feelings come and go? Isn’t it awful to have no control about [...]
One of the things I’ve always been somewhat bitter about is having my “Calvin and Hobbes Tenth Anniversary Book” stolen by a ‘friend’ in secondary school (sec 2, I believe). She denied it but I knew that she’d taken it since I damn well knew who I handed it to. I didn’t really pursue it [...]
I was out with Chris & co. (too lazy to type out everyone’s name) and I think I had too much ice cream. >_
Sometimes a topic just pops up in my head and compels me to write about it. This time, it’s my names.
“I love you.”
It seems like such a difficult phrase to say in everyday life. There has to be a special reason, some special occasion to say it. And I guess that it is one of those sacred phrases one saves in one’s repertoire of phrases (I would compare its similarities to vulgarities but vulgarities [...]
I had the most pleasant surprise today when I got a call from Veera. Unfortunately, I was in the middle of training the new CBLC kids so didn’t talk to him for long. Hope he understands when I had to tell him that I’m busy. Sigh… But I really enjoyed and had a good good [...]
I was considering how I had changed. Some things I came up with:
Makeup, heels, jewellery, hair rebonding, contact lenses
Previously, I was against these “girly things”. Found them to be stupid, pointless, etc. I’ve relaxed these days of course, but still use these sparingly. I still don’t want to colour my hair or tattoo myself or [...]
I overheard a teacher talking to her colleague about how the students in her secondary school would go back to their primary schools on some special day off from school.
“It is the family and friends who they will feel attached to and tied to Singapore. What are they going to love about Singapore? The government? [...]
I guess I’ve been pretty moody lately. It sucks. But I will overcome.
So I will make a list of good things that are happening:
Outing with Veera & Co. (I always liked meeting up with them.)
Outing with 归国子女 Gerald & Co. (and Jon as honorary member), will also get my bottle of Bailey’s on that day. [...]
Ever since I’ve ignored and cut the person I used to like out of my life, there has been a certain measure of peace returning to my life. I think that when you have a crush, what you feel becomes so much larger than life that liking, hating, anger is amplified out of proportions. You [...]