Category Archives: Rant

And don’t write after 2am

By ashke | Published: February 23, 2010
I was writing a reply and I went over and over again the post-post-script. One of what I wrote: Sigh. Have you ever felt like going somewhere no one knows you and just disappear? Then you get used to life in the new land and then one day, you get restless and have thoughts of doing [...]
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I don’t understand myself

By ashke | Published: February 22, 2010
And I hate it. I don’t want to have a terrible relationship with my parents but I seem to be doing things to get them to stop talking to me as much as I can. And I still keep thinking about moving out. And if I really wanted to do that, I would start looking already [...]
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The thing about Facebook

By ashke | Published: February 21, 2010
Something I’m dissatisfied with Facebook is that it is empty. The problem with social sites like this is that it’s social and the name of the game is status. The voices we hear on FB is managed presentation and there is always something missing. There is little in the way of deep truths but plenty [...]
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Sick liao

By ashke | Published: February 17, 2010
I cannot believe I’m falling sick now. This sucks! I hope it passes if I self-medicate.
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Percy Jackson is a lousy film

By ashke | Published: February 13, 2010
I heard a lot of bullshit this morning. Amazing. I feel like I can’t remember a time I felt so miserable. I hate going home so I’ve been putting it off as much as possible every week – which results in me only getting back with the last train, spending ridiculous amounts to entertain myself. I [...]
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It only gets worse

By ashke | Published: February 11, 2010
That puke-nausea feeling is back again. I wish I was competent at something. I keep failing at life. Maybe I should just kill myself. I can’t stand the thought of staying in a room where I see the evidence of someone else having touched my things. I’m just so angry over these little things all the time. I’m so [...]
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NOT AGAIN

By ashke | Published: February 10, 2010
I hate my parents TOUCHING MY STUFF. This has got to stop. I should have moved out ages ago.
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Work

By ashke | Published: January 28, 2010
My colleague thinks I would be emplaced but I don’t know. I must have made at least 5 mistakes today and behind work in many areas. I pray and hope each day that someone suitable would be hired, hopefully no one useless. I remind myself to be more friendly, assertive and be careful always, but [...]
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Of all the luck

By ashke | Published: January 27, 2010
I took bus 2 to get back to the East on a lark. This is the first and only time I’ve done so. GUESS WHO I SAW? Kenneth! Haha. Now, I’m sitting at Changi having teh-o because I don’t really want to go home anyway. I guess it’s kind of perverse but there it is. [...]
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