Category Archives: Emotions

The thing about Facebook

Something I’m dissatisfied with Facebook is that it is empty. The problem with social sites like this is that it’s social and the name of the game is status. The voices we hear on FB is managed presentation and there is always something missing. There is little in the way of deep truths but plenty [...]
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Mood Diary

I’m thinking about keeping a mood diary. I wonder if Kino has any. Hmm. Okay thank goodness for the Internet, there are plenty of resources out there. I kept thinking of getting a drink the entire evening. I don’t even drink much. Why do I get this craving? I wish there was something like monthlyinfo.com for mood [...]
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Treachery

If dreams are the wishes your heart makes, I wish it’d shut up and get with the program. Remember: The realm of the unconscious is outside one’s control. And yet it was one dream too beguiling to awaken from.
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Not again

Why is my silly body feeling stressed? And this is why I never believed dualism. If my period comes off schedule, it’ll only be further confirmation. I forgot how awful things can be. Hopefully this too shall pass.
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I’m 24

I guess I’ll find my boat to nowhere tomorrow. I will get over my disappointments (which I knew were inevitable anyway) and get on with life again. I watched “It’s Complicated” and thought it was funny but didn’t really like it as much as I thought I would.
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Run away

But I can’t no more. Sometimes I just want your attention but you never seem to be there. Perhaps that’s why I hesitate. And sometimes it’s better not to embrace bad dreams. Like a moth to flame, it’ll burn you, burn you bad. Go and find a better one and free yourself from its grasp.
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Ruminations

Note: This was written at 1-4am yesterday night. I felt like I needed to sort out my feelings about how I cope with stresses and other strong emotions, especially as I was reminded of my last major upset. I can’t really tell the difference as the years go by. I’m sorry to hear my friends’ friend had [...]
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Out of sorts

I thought I fell out of love, or at least that it’s better not to be obsessed with someone who doesn’t pay as much mind as you do to him. So one begins the slow process of getting out of love, away from everything about him anymore. I should be an expert by now but [...]
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Cut my hair

I cut it short and rebonded it. Maybe I’m reading too much manga already. Time for a new start.
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Arms look damn weird

Looking at my surfing pictures. Hahah, gosh, I look like a monkey. A chained monkey to my board. Sigh, I don’t look cool siah. There’s a secret I’m tempted to divulge. But I shouldn’t, not really, although it’s one of those minor things. It’s just wanting to say, “You are so dead wrong, hahahahah.” Where does falling [...]
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