I didn’t want to edit the post again so here is my 2nd part. Below includes my continuing thoughts about crushdom.
Huey said something interesting today. I was just saying that the current crush is quite different from my previous crushes since this one is ABSOLUTELY dishy while the others are all sort of meh. So [...]
I was looking back on my entries and I found that on Oct 12, I wrote an entry about how the crush was “on his way out”. So the feeling of distance didn’t even last 3 weeks. Sigh. Why do you suppose these crush-feelings come and go? Isn’t it awful to have no control about [...]
I get the feeling that the crush is on his way out of my life. I get the feeling like the time has passed to be long-lasting friends because the people I tend to be good friends with are the ones who I like to talk to both online and offline. And the fellow just [...]
EDIT: OMG, I just checked my hotmail and I found that Pyoro had sent me the link to the Internet Archives for the TJC Forums. Woohoo! I didn’t think to check there! I guess the forums has been immortalized, for better or worse.
I had a wonderful mixed fruit pavlova from Cedele today. It was really [...]
Maybe I should just go to sleep. But as my friend so eloquently puts it, “just find another fucker”. Hahah…
Big day tomorrow.
I guess I’ve been pretty moody lately. It sucks. But I will overcome.
So I will make a list of good things that are happening:
Outing with Veera & Co. (I always liked meeting up with them.)
Outing with 归国子女 Gerald & Co. (and Jon as honorary member), will also get my bottle of Bailey’s on that day. [...]
Ever since I’ve ignored and cut the person I used to like out of my life, there has been a certain measure of peace returning to my life. I think that when you have a crush, what you feel becomes so much larger than life that liking, hating, anger is amplified out of proportions. You [...]
Why did I like such an idiot? And he doesn’t even think he did anything wrong. Screw him! I don’t know why I want to be friends with such an inconsiderate person.
I went out with huey today at Suntec. We had Kenny Rodger’s side dishes (macaroni cheese for both of us, I had some extra corn). Yums! I hadn’t went to KR for awhile.
Didn’t do much, just looked at winter wear (huey is getting it for her trip in… September). In the end, I suggested she [...]
And the character of Demosthenes gradually took on a life of his own. At times she found herself thinking like Demosthenes at the end of a writing session, agreeing with ideas that were supposed to be calculated poses. And sometimes she read Peter’s Locke essays and found herself annoyed at his obvious blindness to what [...]