So the only one who gave me a suggestion what to do for the next video was dong and she was all like, do something about guys! So er… Hahah. Maybe. Some ideas about what I can talk about:
Guys: Why I have no luck with them
Ans: I don’t know.
Suspicion #1: The guys I chase don’t like me back.
Suspicion #2: The guys who chased me I don’t like.
Suspicion #3: I think I’ll do better with a fling than someone long term because most guys, I notice, tend to want to settle down and have families (ie. kids) which I do NOT want.
Suspicion #4: I am destined to live a single life and I am actively making that happen. QA FTW.
Suspicion #5: I like the ones who are rather hopeless in terms of being anything beyond crush. Sigh.
Special note: My current crush is not into me so I won’t be bothering to chase him but he can be my beautiful eyecandy if he ever bothers to show up when we go for mutual gatherings.
Maybe I can talk about my sad, sordid history of failed love. Sigh, it’s probably too depressing a topic.
If I ever find some kind of boyfriend-guy, I’m not sure what I want from him. Hahah. I mean, love, affection sounds nice. Having someone special to do things with is good too. But hmm, beyond that… Don’t really know if I want to do anything more than that. Hahah. ashke = hopeless. And it’s not really like I need need need a guy but maybe it’ll just be nice bah? And maybe I have this goal in the back of my mind that it’s an experience I’d like to have before I die.
Do I just have low expectations or high expectations? I also don’t know. Hahah. Maybe Huey can help me psychoanalyze. HAHA.
Ideas
So the only one who gave me a suggestion what to do for the next video was dong and she was all like, do something about guys! So er… Hahah. Maybe. Some ideas about what I can talk about:
Guys: Why I have no luck with them
Ans: I don’t know.
Suspicion #1: The guys I chase don’t like me back.
Suspicion #2: The guys who chased me I don’t like.
Suspicion #3: I think I’ll do better with a fling than someone long term because most guys, I notice, tend to want to settle down and have families (ie. kids) which I do NOT want.
Suspicion #4: I am destined to live a single life and I am actively making that happen. QA FTW.
Suspicion #5: I like the ones who are rather hopeless in terms of being anything beyond crush. Sigh.
Special note: My current crush is not into me so I won’t be bothering to chase him but he can be my beautiful eyecandy if he ever bothers to show up when we go for mutual gatherings.
Maybe I can talk about my sad, sordid history of failed love. Sigh, it’s probably too depressing a topic.
If I ever find some kind of boyfriend-guy, I’m not sure what I want from him. Hahah. I mean, love, affection sounds nice. Having someone special to do things with is good too. But hmm, beyond that… Don’t really know if I want to do anything more than that. Hahah. ashke = hopeless. And it’s not really like I need need need a guy but maybe it’ll just be nice bah? And maybe I have this goal in the back of my mind that it’s an experience I’d like to have before I die.
Do I just have low expectations or high expectations? I also don’t know. Hahah. Maybe Huey can help me psychoanalyze. HAHA.
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